fluuorite

if boys, you are blue, and girls, they are green I think that they both mean the same thing to me because in Japanese, you see blue and green mean the same thing in one word, "ao" like "ow", because falling for you hurt so damn  much it's such a pain, a crick in my neck and technically I should be killed for loving green, not blue for me this a priority because I realized that I have become part of the minority that loves the colour turquoise and now I'm here because suddenly I identified as "not normal", a hormonal teenager making bad decisions, as they say, hoping repitition might spare me of the pain of loving this hue, this shade of blue